the boy will win, always. he will get it. will you put up with it? do you really want to draw attention to yourself? in a burqa. purdah.

the white guy is the leader. will i be jealous? someone else always wins. will i be jealous?

chemistry is when two people look at each other and know they should fuck. biology is when it all gets fucked up.

someone who lived in the fringes of society can never publish a book, correct?

research heirarchy your idea my labour. your direction my submission. your guidance my obeisance. oh masterji. we all need ways to justify the money we are paid. the system, the market, determines our value and pays us money.

i want to live in a world, when my husband comes home and tells me he slept with someone because he was overcome by some deep evolutionary need to spread his seed, i would find it funny. and when i tell him i met someone who could make me come when he looks at me, then he doesn't throw an unholy tantrum. maybe we could find this funny, and laugh about it. uncivilized? french? organic? i dont know. i yearn for freedom though. mukta.

life of brian. brian inadvertantly becomes a leader. he is made a leader by people who need something to think about. theyhave no other real work. they have made their riches, and are just sitting around exploiting people and making up weird ways of making money. then they think up a leader. someone with charm to entice a crowd, someone who is righteous enough to believe that he was meant to lead. i am every man every woman. I am the anonymous one. The world will not take away my anonymity. I will publish this piece of shit work. for free. and you will not be able to track me. dont police me. i am india and i refuse to change.

he makes me feel guilty, every time i say bye. then he can say oh but you always have to go, you have no time for me. he makes me say bye first. he waits. sits quietly and creates the tense atmosphere. he does it. not me. i know he does it. maybe i do it to some people. no i don't. he does it.

the generic indian boy's name : raju. right?
theres a raju in every 50's blacka nd white movie. raj kapoor in shri 420 was called raju.
what is the generic indian girl's name?
sita? paro? the girl. every girl.  maa bhen bitch barbie doll saali saasuma.
Shaili.lived in malluland. father acoholic. mother passive. she had no ambitions. has raw intelligence, but afraid of violence. gets a job as a accountant immediately after finishing bbm. she's utterly boring. what can be interesting about her?

write as the observer
no judgement
no self obsession and ranting
very very real