subversion. undermine the existing system. never stop working. just keep reading and doing stuff. apply for all the jobs you think you may be useful for. be honest about your capacities. let them pick you. this has to be done though. so once the paper is done, do this. next, you have to continue your struggle to subvert the existing system. you have to keep doing science and learning and teaching and finding ways to improve stuff constantly, irrespective of what people say and how much money you have. you have to have a few hours of your day dedicated to this. take drugs if required. i dont care. work is the only thing. relentless pursuit.