All my life, the guys have had nearly perfect bodies. None of them were ever fat, or had a belly. At least, when I got attracted to them, it was totally physical, initially. This one, I was troubled when I saw him first, there was nothing. Then we started talking. We kissed, I was horny, we fucked, and he was excellent. He is a strange and difficult man, who props himsef up on drugs, but he is authentic. He has not tired of me yet, he continues to lick my clit  many times over while we make love. I should make it a point to love him and be kind to him, above all. love is kindness and understanding. He is beautiful. Listen to him, absorb his words and let them turn you on. He does enough to turn you on anyway. When he licks your clit, give in to the pleasure. Do not be angry with him. You are angry a little because he tried to control you then, indulging a stupid plan of his. He should have known better, but I must forgive this mistake. Why? Because I believe, I have a weird feeling, that the two of us can be something great. We may separate or be together. But something good has brought us together for the present.