you join academia, you teach fundamental physics and mathematics. the student minds are fired up. they want to go to america, the scientific place, where none of this phantasmagoria exists. they want to do research, get a phd and join academia. its not necessaily science that you choose, but a lifestyle.an escape from the regular world, a place to socialize, drink beer with people who earn quite a bit. academia in india is a previlege of the few. do you have the guts to not get into it? to be out. to live outside, in the regular world. move countries if you have to, marry the one who helps you be happy and peaceful, take care of the young, be calm, relaxed, cool and see the joy, not the pressure. be confident about your science, revel in your curiosity.