the assassin

people here are emotionally fragile.

whats in a name after all. they were trying to name the kid, as if it has some great importance. affected by her name for the rest of her life. name became an apellation. s became beautiful, gs lived for his wife. k became kind. m became sweet.

use of public spaces in mysore, bangalore. lower level information dissemination. instead of starting high, start low. build from below. 

ever wonder that you are one being weeded out of the system? an aunt of mine once said, you knows epidemics like sars, the doctors should sometimes let it take over. you know, one must understand , it will solve the population crisis. if they cant survive, let them die.

maybe its because i'm dealing with the fact that there is no such thing as love. maybe we were never in love. the pain is gone. and now there is an empty hole that is waiting to be filled.

unable to work. unable to function. pushing postponing procrastinating. maybe i should give up. it is easy to be here bcause he allows us to just be and doesnt push us. he has nothing to gain from our success so expects us to make our own way. this is a good attitude on his part but i am not motivated to work on this. woman of inaction.

Her work is inferior. It is distracted and lazy. She seems to show no inclination to improve. If these people don't show initiative, then why should I help them? They come here and we cannot say anything to them or they will cry foul. I have had it upto here with their crocodile tears. They spend all morning covering their faces with powder. Look there, another one, wearing that tight jeans and tight t shirt. i can even see her nipples. thu. she has no shame. she wants boys to look at her breasts. hmph. thank goodness kumuda doesnt wear such clothes. i sometimes thank god that i have an ugly daughter. there is one less worry in my life. i am confident that i will find a boy for her. she is thin now, and hardly has any breasts, but these days that is the fashion. and she is only 18, these days people wait till 25 also to get married. she has time.

why are we desperate for excitement?

superpower, clairvoyance